...and the journey begins **

2010-10-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

huhu~ i think that i was kinda efficient in ordering flowers for my ray ray's convocation(~~self -praise~~)...HAHA

at 1st, i thought i was too late to buy any bouquet of flowers or present for him because his convo was only a few more days apart! well, i knew that i still had to buy something for him although it was kinda last minute...and i already canceled out cute teddy bears with a graduation hat on it. i think it would be rather sissy if my ray ray was going to hold it..so, flowers were my last decision...

despite from the difficulties to find a transport to actually travel round for a florist and to collect the flowers from the florist if i could really find 1, i figured out that i could just order online! Surveys of prices from different online florists were done and lastly.....DENG DENG DENG DENG!!! 2 bouquets of flowers were chosen, 1 from his mom(lilies) and 1 from me(sunflower)!

everything was done in just a phone call!!! so easy...and i was so contented the whole day, thinking that i did something 'big'...wuhaha~ but, the next question popped into my mind...'how was i going to bank in the money when it was supposed to be a surprise for him?' LUCKILY, an angel arrived at my doorstep the next very afternoon! ( angel=michelle )
so......bank in, checked!!!

now, i will just wait for the day to arrive and all those flowers will be able to reach on time! hope that the bouquets is as worth as the price that i paid!!! HUHU~

and a cute card for him too!!! <3

Step Up !!!

2010-09-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

Finally, i got the chance to watch Step Up 3...after listening to many good reviews from friends.
Im quite a fan for the 'Step Up movies', had been watching it since the 1st movie and immediately fell in love with it! Of course, i start loving it because of the good looking actor-----> Channing Tatum~
Of course the rating is 9/10!!! well, i think im rather bias here...BUT I DO NOT CARE! hehehe~

and Step Up 2...which i think it's still ok but not as nice as the previous one. ( i always argue with ray on this issue =.=) lol
7/10 given!

Watched 3D version for the Step Up 3...not bad, i would give a 7 out of 10. Overall, it's ok except for the 3D glasses, which caused my ears in pain during show. Do i have a big head or there's just problem with the glasses? 0.o ....

A dead cat at the porch

2010-09-09T15:59:00.004+08:00

I know my title for this post is kinda weird. About the 'dead cat at the porch'...its kinda scary, because THERE WAS REALLY A DEAD CAT AT THE CAR PORCH 2 NIGHTS AGO!!! I was told by my housemate after coming home from dinner and we thought that ray had ran over the poor cat! But i could not recall that there was a cat when we were going out and so do my other housemate when she came home from work. If it was ray who ran over it, there must be blood all over but the floor was clean and the cat had no injuries found. So, we thought that it was our neighbour who threw the dead cat over! =.= ( how bad it was !!!!!!!!!! )

We need to clean the 'crime scene' of course. And we had came out to the idea to bury the poor thing. 4 of us used a garbage bag to put in the carcass and the cat's eyes were opened!!! it was kinda creepy and made me did not dare to look into the eyes.....................

Had been finding a suitable spot to keep the cat burried, but we could not find it in the end and we did not have a shovel to dig. =.=...Finally, we decided to 'put' it inside a rubbish bin as we had no more idea what to do. Hope that the cat wont blame us for that. This incident happened for the 1st time in my life. I mean how many people will find a dead cat lying at their porch often? Although I do not like cats a lot but for the person who threw the cat over, you are so cruel! * THE END *

2010-09-08T13:36:00.001+08:00

STRESSFUL
WORRIED
SCARED
NERVOUS.....................

these are the feelings that I am having this few days...Im afraid...
praying hard for everything to be fine...Tired of this kinda feelings already...
*fingers cross*

A phone call that made my day...

2010-09-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today, I received a sweet phone call from home~
There's a mystery guest at home to speak with me....JASON!!! awwwwww, i miss him so much...did not seen him for months since he and his family had moved to SP. And the good news is....we are going to visit his family and bring him home on this coming Sat.
Got the chance to speak to the naughty RYAN too...he still remembers who I am and 'still' know that I am FIERCE!!! haha...that's why he kept saying that Im not pretty, even on the phone just now...zzz ~ But, he's still sweet enough to sing 'your beautiful' to me. Had not been seeing him for only a month and he made me feel that he had grown up a lot!

So looking forward for this Fri to come.Then I will have the chance to meet all the kids at home and my family too! counting the days from now.................

the cute JASON...

the naugthy lil RYAN...

the cute petai boy with zi ning behind...

3 Years Anniversary~

2010-09-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

02.09.10
Our 3 years anniversary...and the worst part was..............................
I forgot about it completely because of my tiredness after the whole day in college. After ray came back from work and wished me " Happy 3rd Anniversary !!!", I just realized how forgetful and bad I was. I am a bad gf right??? ~~YES!!!~~

And so, he decided to bring me to Sushi Zanmai for a treat.The embarrassing part was, it was my very 1st time to Sushi Zanmai ( although I had been passing by lots of time before while shopping in 1u ).

Some pictures taken while waiting for food...

take 1~ *failed*

ahhhhh~ better....<3

it was hard to camwhore in such crowded place and I had to wait until the chefs were

not in front of me!!! ( yea, we were sitting at the sushi bar...)

AND here comes the food...

his favourite tamago~

my beef rice

(no idea what it is called in Japanese)

his fried oyster rice

thumbs up for the best of the meal!!!

p.s: it was the 1st time me being so friendly in class today! i knew i had to in order to survive in class in the future...lol...BUT, now...Brickfields!!! here i come!!! so bye bye KDU !!!

Time to pamper my skin...

2010-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Just some updates about my newly bought masks and stuffs...never been so keen on buying these as i used to think that things that will be applied on face and skin are not cheap! ~~actually, to be frank...im poor lah...~~

as my skin condition has become worse lately (thanks to the late sleeping nights i had at home...=.=), its time for me to rescue my skin...wuhahahaha~

masks that came in a box, which I can have a try on every different types.

( a free hairband was given too! weeeee~)

my milk body scrub and the free hairband.

( my lovely family photo as the background <3 )

and the eyelashes essence from TFS.

( not bad...my eyelashes wont fall off easily anymore and some down lashes could

be seen growing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

**a lot of exclamation marks to show how exaggerating I am. BUT ITS TRUE!!!

it even worked on girl with almost no down lashes like me!!! XD**

me and sissy

( look kinda scary when u saw this in the middle of the night...)

my darling adored me still, even when i was with mask.

2010-08-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

"Look for the gifts in everything, especially when you are facing what appears to be a negative situation. Everything that we attract causes us to grow, which means that ultimately everything is for our own good.

Adjusting to a new path and a new direction will require new qualities and strengths, and these qualities are always exactly what we need to acquire in order to accomplish the great things ahead in our life."

This is a secret roll message which my aunt sent it to me.

Everything written in this message is so true but it is kinda hard for everyone to think optimistically. Heard a tragic news few days ago. The son of my dad's friend committed suicide because of love. My first reaction was, " OMG! WHY??? it was not worth it!!! What made him ended his life in such way? There's still a long journey in life waiting for him..." All i felt was sadness and it was really heart breaking..............

This incident had made me think a lot. I keep reminding myself to be positive when facing hardship and will embed this message in my heart. What makes our life complete without any ups and downs? When the worst come, I still have family and friends who are really care and will be there for me whenever i need them. The love and care are the energy for me to keep going on. Live life to the fullest and make your ride worthwhile!

2010-08-24T03:32:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY PAPER!!! FINALLY !!!

another phrase of life begins now...~

ng kar yann, don't be a LAZY BUMP anymore!!!

a relaxing weekend...and first time playing golf !!!

2010-04-26T01:33:00.000+08:00

had a relaxing and meaningful weekend with my love one and friends...
went window shopping, had nice dinner and golf!!! =)

ice-creamsssss!!! what a cute reaction my darling had...<3

LOL, what a facial expression...=.=

milo dinosaur at Pappa Rich Kota Damansara~

just wanted to take picture of the balloon...hee~

banyak gaya ni~~~

erm...not 'pro' enough...~~wearing slippers somemore =.=~~

but wei, my 1st time la...bagi muka k!!!

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pictures of me with my pink balloon...to show how happy i was!!!

CHEERS!!! its monday again...hope it will be a good week ahead!!! =)

snap snap part 2 ~

2010-04-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

yeah...2nd part of my previous post.
quite a nice place to visit actually, except for the RM10 entrance fee...=.= which i felt that its unnecessary...
it was much more hotter comparing to genting highlands and we all had sun burns after that trip!!! ( actually, i did not really have sun burn lah...just reddish cheeks!!! so kiasu~ ~~maybe im dark~~...lol )

17 March 2010 - Bukit Tinggi

happilly walking around and we found this new good looking friend...HAHA

yeah ME!!!!

the view from top~

on the way up to the Japenese Tea House...

above: the ostrich looking banana plant...we made fun that this plant will come alive at night and swallow anyone who passed by...the victims, will then become the lil banana behind...=.= LOL

having so much jumping fun while we were on the way down the hill~~

was so exhausted after all those jumps, i think i really need to buck up my exercise skills from now on...BOOO!!!

picture of me again, ~~in case you want to see me~~ HAHA!!!

perasan sungguh!!!

that's all for now...will update more in the future! credits to ekwyn and waishun for all the nice photos taken...hope we will be able to enjoy such fun days again~ teeeeheeeeee~~~

xoxo...you know you love me..<3

snap snap~~~

2010-04-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

after the emotional night i had last night...its a brand new me again~ hmm, maybe caffeine can really cheer me up ^^ heeeeeee~
went outings with my buddies a lot lately, which gave me lots of funs and laughters...i really enjoyed myself to the max and of course, thanks to my lovely friends for bringing such joy to me!!! am looking forward for more trips, which i can just enjoy in all the happiness and to get rid of everything that is troubling me...=)

6th March 2010 - Putrajaya
was looking forward for that photo shoot...but it rained early in the morning and the weather only turned good when we were leaving...=.=...had a good time though, with umbreallas and our slippers wet...

haha, our only group photo of the day...^^

20 March 2010 - hot-air balloon fiest

first time ever!!! seeing hot-air balloons in my life, i mean really really BIG balloons!!! was so exited...thinking of riding it with my darling and flew high up away...hmm, like the movie UP...*dreaming off*...HAHA...well, in the end...we just managed to ride on the hot-air balloon erm like, 3 stories high??? LOL...some nice photos were taken although we were quite disappointed on the ' 3 stories high hot-air balloon ride', HEHE...

the photo i heart the most...(looked like college ad huh...)

me...riding the hot-air balloon~

the gang~

27 March 2010 - Earth Hour at Scrumptious and KLCC

28 MARCH 2010 - Sekinchan

nice weather,nice photos taken...but scorching HOT!!!

nice scenery...the paddy field looks like carpet...which made me wana lie down on it...huhu~

p/s: afraid that this post will be too long winded...will update my bukit tinggi photos in the next post!!!

2010-04-21T21:52:00.001+08:00

Tears rolled down my cheeks for no reason...they just rolled down like they were seemed to be...is something wrong with me? well, this is the question that i do not even know myself...

having trapped in the room for almost everyday, doing the same routine everyday can make a person having depression...no one to chat with, to hear about your feelings and to share laughters and sadness....you had left nothing but just silence...

seeing someone that used to be my closest friend is not the part of my life anymore...it hurts so much that i could not even imagine...my heart was being teared apart thinking of that everytime...maybe i should keep all my feelings on my own and let everyone beside me thinking that im living a happy life...this is better than mumbling the same old problem with them which i guess they were already pissed off with it hearing all over again...

i feel that im now a body without soul...just sitting on the same old place everyday and repeating what i have to do everyday...im kinda impressed of myself, that i can still holding on...but, happiness is not my guest anymore...did not really remembered the time when i used to be happy...

what i need is just a sincere friend, to be with me whenever i need...i do not even know who i should talk to when i really feel bad or when i need someone to talk to...its kinda pathetic right? i know i still have friends who care for me, but i really do not know who i should turn up to when im alone and helpless...

i had changed...not the person that i used to be anymore...the cheerful and happy me, had been vanished since i do not know exactly when...

going home soon, hope i can find back the missing parts of me...at least a little...because home is the best place to go when you are lost~~~ and i really miss all of them at home so much...

I Promise Myself...

2010-04-13T16:39:00.002+08:00

I PROMISE MYSELF...
by Christian D. Larson

to be strong that nothing can disturb my piece of mind.

to talk health , happiness and prosperity to every person I meet.

to make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.

to look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.

to think only the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.

to be just enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.

to forget the mistake of the pass and press on the greater achivements in the future.

to wear a cheerful expression on all times and give a small to every living creature I meet.

to give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.

to be too large to worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

to think well about myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but in great deeds.

to live in faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

happy 50th birthday to daddy!!!

2010-03-21T21:54:00.001+08:00

a special dedication to my beloved DAD...
i could not imagine, time flies...daddy is now 50!!!
i still remember when i was young, i used to think that my dad was so young compared to my friend's...and was a lil proud of it...haha...^^

i am so grateful to have you as my dad...sorry that i might disappoint you sometimes and made you mad...a few years back, i always compare my dad to my friends'...and sometimes even felt envy that they had such a nice dad to let them do whatever stuffs they wanted...while i was the one who had no freedom, and the worst...curfew!
for now, i really wanted to take back all my bad thoughts...i know that everything you did are the best for me...the nagging and the scolding, i knew it now~ and i truly appreciate that...

daddy, i just want you to know that...YOU ARE THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLD!!!
you are the one who loves and cares us a lifetime through...
you are the one who always there to lead and guide when our steps falter...
you are the one who we will always look up to...

I love you for being u!!!
ever vigilant, always patient...
when i feel tired and stretched, you give me strength...

when times are hard, you give me courage...
i know i can always count on you!

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

my happy family ^^

2010-01-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

yeah...finally im free enough to post the remaining photos...=)

sissy went to 'kei tak sek' finally...haha

the crab meal with san suk...yummy but expensive

michelle came to overnight...had a great time with her eating steamboat and chit chatting...well, not much talking btw coz she was busy doing her homework!!!=.=

was having a great time...happy moments passed quickly before i could realise...

and im now back to my boring life again~~~huhu...=(

最幸福的事 - 梁文音

2010-01-26T02:27:00.002+08:00

a nice song to share...i cried everytime when i watch the mv...T.T it is so meaningful and touching...

你撐著雨傘接我那次
已經足夠我記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持
愛情本來就沒萬無一失

淚水離開了你的手指
那不如讓它留在這信紙
我想女孩子最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式

我最幸福的事當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人在左邊心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是童話故事
不能夠永遠依賴著王子
再難過其實隻剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心為難你解釋

我最幸福的事當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人在左邊心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一陣子有你美得不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始即使分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起那時那天和你傻笑著認識是最幸福的事

emoooooo

2010-01-26T01:32:00.001+08:00

had been thinking alot lately...too many sad things happen around, made me became so emo and tears kept rolling down uncontrollably...i kept thinking about death...the accident that happened to my cousins and the chung ling boys that were drown...life is so fragile that i can't even imagine, and unpredictable...we do not know what will happen to us next...what we can do is to live everyday as our last, fill our day with happiness and live meaningfully...but im such a negative person, kept thinking of 'what if ?'...i know that im way too much to think it that way but i just do not have so much confident on my own...im afraid of disappointing people who care for me...things that happen to me lately had proven me a loser and im beaten down...the failure i had, makes me lose all my confident and passion in life...i know i should not be beaten up and life is full with ups and downs...but sometimes when i was alone, those thoughts will haunt me and i just could not help it~~~

im not good in solving problems, especially when it comes to my personal matters...i do deserve a slap for all those crap...i know~ but i really can't help it sometimes...will try to think positively...all i need is a friend to motivate and care for me and i know that i have one beside me, who will always be there for me whenever i feel down...

i promised myself...i will try my best to live everyday as meaningful as i can...want to let all my family and friends know how much i love them and how grateful i am to have them in my life~ will live my life with no regrets!!!

** HUGS ** for everyone that i love!!! all of you meant a lot to me and thank you for having me a part of your lives too!!!

DD's coming to town~

2010-01-25T22:03:00.001+08:00

Had been having a wonderful time for the pass 6days...because my beloved sis, AMANDA NG KAR MENN came to visit me...eh hemmmm, but the main purpose was to shop, of course!!! hee~
although we did not get to spend much, as it was a 'budgeted' trip for her but we had a great time together eating cheap food....HAHA...

the 贵妇猫 with a mole in 1U =.=

watched movie and bought groceries at tropicana city~

and we found out a nice background for us to pose ^^

before the movie

(and mandy was running out from the toilet =.=)

yeah, we watched 'toothfairy'...quite a nice movie for person who likes fairytales, like me!!!

had homecooked meal for dinner...

just 3 of us eating, but the meal could serve at least 5...=.=

** there's still more pictures to upload, i'll just leave it for the next post then ** heee~

2010-01-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

happy moments ended in just a glimpse, without realising~
sad moments are still floating in mind, haunting me sometimes....
the past december was full of ups and downs...(vacation with family, missed the flight, i lost my aunt's hp, flight delay, failed my refer paper, xmas party, cousins passed away in an accident, mom's uncle passed away)
those were all happened in less than 2weeks...
my was so busy till i could not manage to 'digest'...after i came back to start my new semester, i thought all will come to an end and there will be a new start for me...
BUT, bad lucks seem to like me in the new year...
due to my fail refer paper, i could not continue my semester unless i pass my paper in May!!! it was the bad news ever !!! no matter how much i cried, i still have to face it...the day was like hell to me, i was totally lost...
however,with the supports of my darling,family and friends, i was 'revived' again..and im so motivated to start all over!
yaya, it would be my good luck coming right? TOO PITY,NO!!! so next, I LOST RM100 IN MY ROOM!!! after all those, i was silly enough that i actually planned to go to the temple to change my luck !!! LOL

the whole thing is like a drama...i think i may be considering writing a book on my misfortune in the future if im jobless...haha~ ( keep dreaming, ng kar yann =.= )

well, nothing can beat me down...the things i had been through will make me even stronger and a better person...

"In order to succeed, you must first be willing to fail."
"no success or failure is necessarily final."
(these are the quotes that motivated me ) ^^

good luck for me in 2010???

2010-01-08T07:11:00.000+08:00

well, lots of incidents happened to me during the pass holiday

had been very unlucky all the time from december until now!!!

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME??? T.T

i definately need to change my luck, but how to do it??? arghhhhhhhhh!!!
( pray more? or be more cautious on what i will be doing? seriously, i have no idea )

post this early in the morning, cant get back to sleep cause was awaken by a nightmare...

im feeling insecure due to the misfortune that had happened lately...

how can i make everything better?

i just hope for a better luck this year...and everything just go on smoothly as it was...and i will be more than grateful ! ** fingers cross **

p/s: still have many updates to post...but am currently not in the mood~~~

2009-12-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

take care darling...will miss u very ( x1000 ) much!!!

started missing you although i just saw u 5 minutes ago...

don't be naughty ya....

muackzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!

LOVE YOU!!!

2009-12-11T03:58:00.001+08:00

Finally!!! Taku and Melissa came back after the trip 3years ago...well, my used to be 'cute and young' cousin had 'transformed' into a teenage girl and she looks so mature,like an adult...looking forward to meet them!!!

and YEAH!!! and all of them are coming to kl this sunday and im so looking forward to see them!!! we will be doing lots of shopping and our long awaited trip to BALI !!! hohoho~~~ ** exited **

i will surely enjoy myself very very much on this break and refresh myself to welcome 2010 with full of spirit and strength...nothing can beat me down!!! yeah~

its RYAN again!!!

2009-12-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! its RYAN again...have not been seeing him for 2months plus, and he has become so cute!!! 2weeks more to see this little monster...**waiting**

photos editing

2009-12-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

hehe....spent the day editing photos...i just realised that time passed so quickly and i had been editing for almost 3hours!!!

some photos are repeated...because im lazy to edit anymore...so just try on different backgrounds and layouts to see the effect...well, not bad after all!!! hehe~~~

opppppssssss~~~! i almost forgot that i still have assignment to do...T.T
better grap dinner and start working!!! ** hungry **

baby R.Y.A.N

2009-12-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

was shown pictures of cute ryan from my sis...
he's growing up fast since i last saw him 2 months ago~
he knows how to sing already !!! humming unknown tunes...LOL...so cute!!!
cant wait to see him !!! hope he can still recognise me and don't push me away when i wana carry him~ hehe...

managed to save the photos of him...

his cute tempurung hair cut

he's just adorable~~~ hugssssss

p/s: ng kar menn, don't siok sendiri there ya...i have to upload your face as well cause i don't wana spoil the photo croppipng your face off!!! LOL =P

special dedication~

2009-11-30T12:31:00.004+08:00

a special dedication to my sister AMANDA NG KAR MENN...

its quite a surprise that you called last night, although i knew that you are just bored, finding someone to help you pass time =.=
well, it's rare that you would call me to tell me your feelings and 'secrets'...but im glad that you are willing to let me know...at least you don't keep everything all alone ya, or else you might get mad someday and i do not wish to have an insane sister...! ( i don't want to be killed!!! )
don't think too much on unnecessary matters, they will just make you feel worse...
take it easy and everything will be fine =)
things will happen the least u expect it, right?

i know u will surely know your own feelings and thoughts better than anyone, so jz relax ~~~
i don't think i want to continue anymore, i think i sounded like an old lady nagging...haha ^^

p/s: OMG !!! i have my sentimental side too !!! surprised that i was able to write such touching words...don't cry, ng kar menn...i know im such a caring sis...

good time...

2009-11-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

spending time with family is always happy and enjoyable~
besides that, you don't have to worry about spending money!!! LOL =P huhu~~~
although we ended up eating in a coffee shop in bangsar but i had a good time chit chatting with uncle mike and michelle...
got updates from them about my family...( i know i have to call back more from now ) T.T...
awwwwwwwww...they made me miss everyone at home more and wanting to go home asap...
a 2 hours dinner for us were just not enough...hmm...seriously, we must organise more outing...( ng kar menn, im waiting for u to come! )

waiting waiting waiting~~~

im so excited everyday waiting for my family to come over!!! and BALI, HERE I COME!!! vacation with family is always fun!!! heheeeeeeeeeee~

can time stop???

2009-11-23T14:16:00.001+08:00

hmm, can i stop the time for 1day so that i will be able to have some of my work done???
have tons of work to do...my to-do list is getting longer and longer and im in such a slow progession T.T

karyann's to-do list:

1 succession assignments
3 tutorial quiestions on succession
time test on succession
1 succession presentation ( next week )
3 EU assignments
time test for EU
study Austin and Hart for juris ( by this weekend )
do my laundry
tidy up my room
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and im so lost now...which shall i do 1st and which is next???? HAIHZ!!!!!
although the list is not that 'long' but the pressure is hitting...
I CANT BREATH !!!!!! hmm, a massage or lots of food will calm me down maybe...LOL

its coming...

2009-11-22T08:52:00.002+08:00

Im exhausted...tons of things are running in my mind...

things that im fear is going to happen eventually...

i know i cannot escape,

please give me more strength to get through it...

i need courage, much more courage...

when God closes one door, he will leave a window opened.

Is that true???

well, what i can do is just believe...

fingers cross....................

p/s: im so sleepy now...and yet the aunty still has not come!!! (been staying awake just to wait my landlady to come and paint my room =.=)

stephanie turned 20 !!!

2009-11-20T20:09:00.001+08:00

well, i was supposed to blog this week ago...but due to the stupid internet connection, my entire blog on steph's birthday party was gone! Because of my lazyness, i postponed it until today...hehe~

the lovely birthday girl~

the girls and the guysssssssss

our games session ^^

the guys were having so much fun snapping photos, weren't you guys???

and kenn was annoying as ever =.=

and finally, hope you will be surrounded by happiness and always stay sweet!!!

muackzzzzz...XOXO

2012

2009-11-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

watched the movie 2012 on thursday midnight.

finally, the movie everyone is waiting is out...

i guess all of us were just too exited that night,

went for dinner at 8pm

and reached tropicana mall at 9something...

but our movie only started at 12.05am =.=

we just lepak lepak around

and sat in a shop named Taiwan Street for almost 2hours!!!

i guess all customers in that shop were waiting for that movie too!!!

pictures taken while waiting( did not know what else i can do )

and finally, in the cinema~ !

glad that i could make it without feeling sleepy...hee

the movie was great!!! i just love it...

luckily the long hours waiting were worth it!!!

memories..............

2009-11-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

finally found these photos which were taken 4years ago with james and the leo gang...
made me reminisce all the memories we had gone through...
it was like yesterday~

For some life lasts a short while,

but the memories it holds last forever...

p/s: please ignore my 'cacat' hair...it was 4 years ago k...

may you rest in peace...

2009-11-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

I can hardly describe my feelings now...

still shocked by the news told...

he was once a friend of mine,

a nice and funny person who made u feel comfortable with...

although the time v spent were not long,

but i could still remember the bits and pieces...

those were the fun time v had been together...

u were once walked into our lives,

bringing us happiness and fun,

cheer us up with laugthers...

now, u were taken away from us to a better place,

may u rest in peace...

memories u left, will be remembered forever...

R.I.P James

life's unpredictable...appretiate everything and everyone before u lose them...~

She's just hot !!! hulala~

2009-11-01T02:39:00.001+08:00

watched the movie ' Jennifer's Body '...
well, my prediction was true...my intention to watch that movie was just for the sake of Megan Fox...and i surely knew that the movie would be another lame movie without ending...
and guess what, im really a genuis!!!
she was indeed hot but the movie was totally a joke...left us all with question marks 'WTF happen in the movie???'
hmmmm, i think i can be a better writter...at least i will write better story than this...hehe

and i want to watch 'The Time Traveler's Wife' badly!!!!!

his NEW baby~

2009-11-01T02:23:00.001+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE WHAT HAD HAPPENED BEFORE MY EYES!!!

my darling bought an iPod Touch...!!! =.=
welllllll, what can i say...i have no money to buy, so i can just only be able to plead him for lending me play...T.T

and he was too busy playing, not even bothered to look at me

( i know, the ipod is more important than me...for now ) sobsssss...

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ but no worries...but i treat that ipod touch as it is mine...its my baby from now on...sayang sayang~~~~~~ hehe !!!

p/s: i will still sayang u la, darling~~~ muackzzzzz...

a Day with FULL of LOVE...

2009-10-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

A day would be just nice and perfect for me when i was with my love ones...
even just a simple thing done...wandering around without a purpose, chit-chatting and even laughing at lame jokes...

i feeled LOVED~~~ lol !!!

the halloween decorations...

and he's seducing the pumpkin

had dinner with michelle and jummy at kei tak sek...this outing deeply influenced my dear to be more interested in iPod Touch =.= ( i was kinda into it also...hee~ )

'hard-selling'ipod touch

the sweet couple and the fierce michelle

having fun eating and talking ^^

and.................

the picture of the day goes to................

finally~

2009-10-29T18:25:00.001+08:00

finally its over...
but i did not do well after all...
well, just leave it to the examiner then ( pls be kind to me...T.T )

no exitement on me though...
i still got lots to catch up now...
no extra time for me to worry so much, so just take it easy!!!
and......................

i have lots of homework awaiting !!!~~~~

The day has come~~~

2009-10-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

Terrify...

Nervous...

Stressful...

Worry...

Nauseous...

These are my feelings now...

the day has come eventually...

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I know that im dead

well, too late to say so...just try my best

The Climb~~~

2009-10-25T05:01:00.008+08:00

Just like the song 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus...the lyrics are inspiring...would like to share it out...enjoy~~~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

1st Prize !!!

2009-10-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

weeeeeee~ that's my prize for winning the 'mini' singing competition organised by the cell group last night. I was so happy and partly 'shocked' that i could win (cause my duet partner jz acted playing bass beside ) Well, i was considered as doing a solo in the end...HEHE~ and that was why i could win...

Had an enjoyable night with the group but could not eat a lot at the buffet =(

sushissssss

good facial expressions

he's so thirsty which made him drinking a 'cardboard beer'...

p/s: i got RM50 cash for winning...huhu~ an extra for me...

p/ss: and im not broke!!!!!!!

Priorities in life~

2009-10-23T16:55:00.002+08:00

THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 BEERS

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar; he shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between The golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.'The professor then produced the two beers from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.

The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the beers represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'The beer just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem,there is always room for a couple of beers with a friend.'

I've learned...

2009-10-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

'A Friend is someone special
Sharing moments that are precious
Always true, yet like a perfect diamond
Are rare and few
Unconditional times are spent
Through laughter and tears
These memories will last
Through out the years
When you are troubled
And your burden is heavy
A friend is there
To chase away your tears and worries
A friend is always concerned for your well being
Lending advice for you to learn when needed
Never demanding or judgmental
A friend is truly sentimental
So always remember at any given day
A true friend showers you with love and sincerity
And forever in your heart they remain
Thank you for being my friend.'

had been thinking a lot lately...about what i had been through all these years...from the mistakes i had made, and the people that i had hurt...FRIENDSHIP is so 'fragile', it breaks easily, leaving marks that will never be cured...the more i tried, the harder i could find...

"True friends keep reminding me that I am not alone. I no longer have to take this journey of life by myself. There are others here to support me and share in my adventures. My friends are the signposts along the road. They light up my life by giving me the gifts of love and acceptance. Friendship is about looking into the eyes of another and seeing myself. Friendship is about giving and receiving. Friendship is about remembering that there is really no one else out there."

Friends around me changed...in the end, here i am, standing alone waiting for a true one...now, i am willing to love unconditionally, each and every moment, to support and listen and be there for a friend whenever im needed.I do not want to live leaving regrets and repeat my mistakes. I have learned through the years that to have a friend requires being a friend.

I am grateful for friends who walked in my life and go, leaving footprints on my heart...because those were the memories that i will cherish forever...

p/s: to a friend who is willing to listen to me when i was down and helpless..thank you for being such a lovely friend and giving me a chance to learn from my mistakes...i am so grateful to have you!

2009-10-22T05:58:00.002+08:00

this pity blog had been abandoned for ages, pity...found this cute picture ( but i will still not going to like cats ). Well, its already morning!!! good night everyone and sweet dreams to me~

p/s: cats are arrogant and lazy =.=
p/ss: and i really need to go to bed...